Myheadtrigger

Something About Us Final Version

2011-06-22T01:39:00.001-07:00

Final Version. hah and i just wanted to post something up on my blog. It's been a while

From the heart, then to the brain, and to the pen.

2011-06-22T01:36:00.000-07:00

Oh hey yah pass me the blunt,
yah I won't lie imma let you know,
Need to get me high to get off these lows,
Take another shot just to let this flow,
Right now I'm Like drake cause I'll say I'm on one,
But most people only say that cause they don't end up with the right one,
Yah it ain't no fun cause when opportunity knocks on my door
I usually notice,
But mixed with bad luck and timing yes I tend to usually lose focus,
I can just say that I'm just a man and I don't understand.
cause I don't understand I didnt mean to mess up,
it wasn't part of the plan,
Have girls thinking that I'm messing with their feelings,
But if it was said, than you were that only girl that I was feeling.
Or maybe it was my feeling out process cause I usually play it safe,
But with love that won't get you nowhere if you stay at a slow pace,
See we started To talk and and it was something chill,
Started to get to know you and I was thinking it could be something real,
We both wanted to chill so I thought it was the perfect deal,
Then I guess you heard things about me that kinda made your feelings jaded,
You had a fake perspective about me and I thought your feelings faded,
I wanted to give you my heart,
But it seems we never had a good start,
But time passed and that kinda went over,
I should have got what I should have wanted but,
But it seemed you like we were never on the same page,
Cause if I show you something then atleast meet me half way,
Cause everones willing to work hard if they knew there was a pay,
Cause if you liked me back then I felt the same way,
Cause if you lost sleep yea I did too,
If you lost patience yeah I did too,
And if you were waiting I was too,
Yea all this was true.
And i know I'm too late, the best I can do us to clear theses feelings and hopefully my name.
No one left but me to really blame.
Again. (But you live and you learn)

The way you want to make a woman feel.

2010-11-22T00:19:00.000-08:00

Another day and I'm just thinking bout your heart, mind, soul, and body,

I'm tryna get you alone but you're always Rollin with your possie,

I get nervous every time that I'm around you, I can't even be me,

Type of girl you bring home to ma, and tell her your in l-o-v-e,

I've had a crush on you for a whlie, my feelings are so serious,

I think about you when before I go to sleep, how about you? I am so curious.

But I play the game, so,I Ignore u when you want the attention,you get so furious,

Ironic cause I want to make you happy when you're sad,

Its Your heart I want it bad.

Your single living life, but you're human so you're looking for love,

Ain't you tired of them lonely nights,

Us. Togeather you know it feels so right,

Feels like every time Youre lookin at me,

I'm looking left And i look at you, you're looking right,

I'm that dude that will treat you right.

When you get home from work and had a stressful day

I'll wait for you at home, and make feel better it's the only way.

Your Body aches cause you been standing all day,

You wanna leave home but I tell you no way,

I tell you to stay and sip on some wine,

I stay behind yah massage yah

and tell you to relax and I'll take my time.

Kiss you on your neck tell you that you're lookin fine.

Wisper to yah and tell you you're beautiful,

Getting in the mood listening to trey songs

asking, aren't you're tired of the usual?

Now you finally let your guard down yup your feelings ain't refusing you.

I take off your shirt and both our hearts throbbing,

take my time and make you feel great, kisses on your body,

Take special care of you tonight, do a good job as if it's my hobby.

Then when were finished we can both rest like we're chillin in a lobby.

Then i think to myself is this a dream? yea probably.

I could of swore i wrote Drakes verse

2010-10-27T11:24:00.001-07:00

Look, dress hanging off your shoulder, barely sober
telling me how you moving away and starting over
girl, quit playing you just drunk, you just saying sh-t
oh you dance, dance like how, like ballet and sh-t
oh, wait, no, I get it girl, I’m with it
I’ve been down this road before and yeah I skidded but forget it
damn, yeah, I wonder why I never why I learned my lesson
it’s feeling like the second chance and its the first impression
and I heard it’s nothing new except for someone new
but how you supposed to find the one when anyone will come with you
talking to myself but I never listen,
cuz man it’s been a while, and I swear that this ones different
that’s why I’mma take you anywhere you wanna go
let you meet my friends so they can lecture me again about
how reckless I have been
and I’m slowly running out of all the time that I invest in
making all the same mistakes
and I’m just trying to correct it and I fall.
.

2010-09-06T02:01:00.000-07:00

Some stuff you just have to get off your chest, even when those feelings are still there or not. Plus maybe people can relate who knows. ITS HIP HOP!

(Chorus)

Here I ago again thinking about the past

Thinking how long this bad memory will last

I wish I can put it behind me

but no matter what I do it just always seems to find me.

Regrets regrets

These regrets regrets.

(Verse 1)

In my life I got a couple goals to set

Live life fast and have no regrets

Sometimes when we’re living in the fast lane

You think you got a full tank and you end up stranded in place with no gasoline

Then you end up in a place you never been

I'm talking about a state in your life

Where you wished that you have never seen

I ain't perfect I'm a human being

I'm talking about how I lost one

My best friend I considered him my first one

I still remember how we used to kick it

I regret us losing a connection before you passed

I wish I would of swallowed my pride or threw in in the trash

cause still remember all the good times

Feels like it was just yesterday but you were taken in a flash

A part of me died with you when I heard about the crash.

I hate the fact we grew a part

But I was doing me and you were doing your own thing

We used to be close, like a rapper and his bling

In life sometimes we push away the closest people

In the afterlife I hope we can do it all again, sequel.

(Chorus)

Here I ago again thinking about the past

Thinking how long this bad memory will last

I wish I can put it behind me

but no matter what I do it just always seems to find me.

Regrets regrets

These regrets regrets

(Verse 2)

So I saw you the other day

It just sucks how I'm staring at you

and now you look the way.

I remember when I first met you

In a coffee shop, but u didn’t drink coffee

Not on a regular

You were real cool yea

Something special, but not irregular

Cause you balanced out

You were smart cute funny and lovely

All in that nice body all proportion

I would of named you my world

You were hot enough to melt the polar ice caps

Nick named you global warming.

yea we got closer and even tho I said I would never fall for you

It was too late my attention was all on you

Slippin you compliments telling that you looked real pretty

I knew that made you feel good, yeah you ate em up

But I promised I never lied once, I never made them up

See what sucked is you just got out of something serious

So i always pictured you and your ex would kiss and just make up

And knowing myself, that’s just my luck

So while I was figuring out a way to play it right

You thought I was playing games and u thought that wasn’t right

So I pushed you away, so what else can I say.

I'm still glad that we met.

I should have been more straight up,

And that’s just something I regret.

(Chorus)

Here I ago again thinking about the past

Thinking how long this bad memory will last

I wish I can put it behind me

but no matter what I do it just always seems to find me.

Regrets regrets

These regrets regrets

Late night thoughts

2010-07-21T01:44:00.000-07:00

The pursuit to happiness:
Maybe I'm on my way to a better place,
Looking at the road.
Thinking maybe I should change my pace.
The world is full of competition
And I have to realize that it ain't a turtle race.
Got my head down cause I'm losing my faith
Cause It seems like every time I pray
Everything still seems to stay the same.
Yea we party like it’s no tomorrow
and I don’t mind being the life of the party
I just have to find the balance in me
Cause I tend to keep everyone happy, while I'm sad see.
Who knows what it is?
Maybe I just need a change of scenery.
Or maybe I just need you in my life.
Now I’m just talking to myself
“who am I playing I'm just kidding myself”
Because everyone needs somebody to touch, love
Who you can caress, get her wet, make you sweat
Turn the thing that we lay into a water bed.
I'm yearning but I haven’t found you yet.
No matter what it is I’m still on the pursuit to happiness.
I guess ill keep my goals in check
Work hard and just wait for the unexpected.

Jazmine

2010-06-30T20:10:00.001-07:00

So if you know me, you know im a big fan of soul and hip hop. My favorite rapper right now j cole jumped in on A song by Jazmine Sullivan called "Need you bad" which is the bottom song. Now she put out another song yesterday with Nas "the firm" sample and a mix of old school beats and her soulful voice. Now i put a verse to it. I wonder what Jazmine thinks about my take.

I see you running in circles staying in the same place
You see nothing but the same pain
Switch it up a little,
but you beg to differ cause your scared it wont feel the same way.
I'm just looking as a spectator and it get worse everyday.
But you hold him down even tho sometimes he looks the other way.
They say misery loves company
but how does it feel to be with a clown, and be a girl he's just juggling?
You got no heart cause you left yourself open and you claimed saying that "he mugged me"
It's all good they'll be more brighter days.
I hope it gets better, but if not there's the door. but that's your fate
You're popping bottles but you have no emotion to celebrate
its so much easier when we drink away the pain.
Look me in the eyes tell me you're really happy.
If he can't hold you down, there's a million other guys that will happily
(I'm not finished with it and i hope to record it one day or soon)

Need You Bad Jaz and Cole

Space Bound

2010-06-24T10:49:00.000-07:00

Eminem

Eminem - Spacebound from Nir Ben Amram on Vimeo.

Wale Folarin

2010-06-22T23:36:00.000-07:00

When i think of personal, good MC's with lyrics, storytelling Wale has to be on top of my list. This is good rap.

Diary from Sophia Leang on Vimeo.

Word?

2010-06-20T22:22:00.001-07:00

I never been known to be on anyone's shit list,
Yea i never stick my neck out if my name isn't in it,
I would never invest my time cause some stuff inst my business.
Nope i would never tell a soul, nope i'm not a fucking rat.
Even stuff that I've found on my own
Its just a little harder to deal with that
If my family and friends told me anything i promise to have their back.
But what are family and friends?
Cause you say you love them
Then they don't have the heart to trust yah.
Some things seem forbidden some things seems like taboo
but in reality positives and negative attract, so some things just are true.
It's a beautiful thing no matter what anyone says.
I've been a homie since square one.
Fuck it a brother or a sister to my family and friends.
Old enough to understand situations even when I am hidden from it.
Like a bee sting, its just a little bump on the surface.
Honestly yea the truth can hurt,
but honestly it's only worse when the truths is deferred.
WORD?

LAKERS BACK TO BACK

2010-06-18T03:05:00.000-07:00

I'm just really happy! LAKERS BABY!

Miguel Feat. J Cole - All I want is you

2010-06-18T03:01:00.000-07:00

Two of my favorite artists out. Miguel because he is so soulful and has a dope style, and J Cole who is just killing the game.

Bleh. first thing written here in a while

2010-06-18T02:19:00.000-07:00

Livin life do it right
Let me set this pencil up-right
Give you a piece of mind
Through my brain and what’s in sight
Is it true with what I feel
Or am I just feelin the attention
But my head begs to differ with my intuition
People telling me there’s plenty fish in the sea
But maybe she’s the one that I am hooked on
I wasn’t trying to fall head over sneakers
But she stuck out, and I fell.
Instead of fishing for someone else
She’s got me fishing in a wishing well.
Honestly I just want to show you a good time.
I just hope you come and kick it
I like to make you laugh
Cause that smile is so priceless.
Like a queen ima hold u up the highest.
I think about you all the time
My fault if you don’t think I’m tryin.

Alicia Keys Feat Me

2009-12-07T19:19:00.000-08:00

So if i get my shit by Christmas Imma record my shit, but until now ill share my stuff like this. I would loop the beat and do the verse before she starts singing.

Let me give you a little bit of history
In first grade she was the one i said who had cooties
she would say why do you always tease me
Then grade school came we got a little closer
I consoled you when your mom and pops split
when you cried, i gave you my shoulder
In High school you were considered one of my best friends
we were there for each other just to tie up the loose ends
Like when those girls did me wrong,
You would tell me the right things
and when you had a recent ex
Id be the bandage for your hurt feelings
and in time i would tell you who's next
Finally in college we went with the same MO
we wanted to stay single and mingle
Until my 21st birthday i looked up
ya had a cute cut, and just a little bit of make up
Just how i preferred with girls
You had this red dress from Guess
and it got me thinking
You and i looked at each other with the same intentions
my eyes looked at you and my eye lids were unblinkable
Who knew i was inlove with my best friend
How unthinkable.

Wow

2009-12-01T10:40:00.001-08:00

So haven't blogged about shit since August. I'm just inspired to write some truth JUST THINK ABOUT IT.

Peace is true power,
cause if you could just think about it 3000 isn’t greater than a million dead,
since the world trade center,
what if we could trade sides and have a million Americans dead,
would you still give head to the president
or as residents of the united states would you revolt.
I hate being political but seeing the innocent die,
You would cry to see a white blond, blue eyed baby dead on the streets,
You'd fall to your feet to see a English speaking person standing at his peak of depression,
Having no home, bombed with nothing to eat.
30000 more Americans NO!
power is peace.

2009-08-26T01:31:00.000-07:00

here me out yo im fucking bored,

save me from this disaster dear LORD.

i wish i can go back to my hometown,

but its around 600 miles to go down.

fuck my life i live in the bay,

you know where my hearts at, its in LA.

but i have no choice cuz i gotta stay paid.

my life has changed here drastically

ive gotten stronger here mentally.

my nigga marvyn on this blog

oh do i miss the LA fog.

haha. i was bored. LMAO.

Run This Town.

2009-08-20T00:21:00.001-07:00

So this video was supposed to air tomorrow. But u get the exclusive view tonight. Enjoy JayZ, Rihanna, and Kanye West.

P.S.
Kanye kills Jay Z on his own shit.

I cant.......

2009-08-11T11:48:00.000-07:00

I got a lot of shit saved as drafts, but i just cant seem to put all my thoughts and words togeather.Yea, i guess ill keep writing and put something out soon. Thanks for tuning in tho.

Slaughterhouse

2009-08-11T11:43:00.000-07:00

My favorite rap group out there right now, their album is out today August 11th. Sold at most digital music stores. If u get this album you wont be wasting money.

Yeaaa

2009-08-06T01:06:00.000-07:00

Well, music is everything to me. Helps me feel good in ways that u cant even explain. Yea i just had a talk with the pops and apparently hes n0t doing to well income wise. I feel pretty guilty, i just asked for money for orange juice and a razor. Hes the bread winner and hes got no job. A lot of pressure for him. Well fuck it i don't blame him. I gotta pick my ass up and do shit myself. Current song is....................

Lady.

2009-08-05T20:50:00.000-07:00

I felt pretty creative on this one. Well i yeah i hope you like it.

"Chillin at the spot, yea.
Eating that pizza pie with the homies ,
this pretty young thing came across me.
She had that indie look,
real cute, no flossin.
No ring on her paws,
she was definitely a fox, yea.
See I've met her before,
she got that chill personality.
See you gotta play it right,
sometimes you gotta act like she aint there,
but it's all a fallacy.
Sometimes you gotta be a dick,
Ari Gold acting.
A lot of girls don't like nice guys,
this isnt Pleasantville.
I remember this one story,
my homie bought a girl a camera.
See he wasn't even with her.
Weeks later he got shot down,
she was a heart killer.
Played with his brain,
like it was a bobble head.
Cause nice guys don't finish last,
they end up in the trash.
Back to the girl that has my attention.
She was so simple,
But she was always the girl,
to my friends i would mention.
Shes real pretty and she looks like a star,
But i don't wanna be the guy that will shoot for the sky
to only get denied.

P.S. No happy ending for both of us.

Rapping with one leg.

2009-08-05T15:13:00.001-07:00

Yeah so if you have seen Drakes latest video with him re injuring his knee a couple days ago, he was actually nice enough to perform for his hometown in Toronto with his one good leg. He sat on a stool like the BET awards. I think that this was pretty dope of him to perform even though he is seriously hurt. Just in his last tweet on Twitter, he explained that he tore his acl, mcl, and lcl. Honestly i don't even know whats holding his leg together hah. Here is the vid from the concert.

TOFLO.com: Drake's Performance @ Toronto Molson Amphitheater [AMW Tour] from Ro'Shine on Vimeo.

LA Rap

2009-08-03T03:09:00.000-07:00

This rap was inspired by that new song produced by Kanye West called "Run This Town" By
Jay z Feat Rihanna, Kanye West. I wanted to make a rap about LA rappers. Well i was just writing and i ended talking about them. Working on word play and creativity. Hope you like it.

"So they ask who runs La?
Home of actors and according to Andy Warhol,
we are the home of the plastics.
But i aint ever trippin
cause i never been a cabbage Patch Kid.
Raised to be real,
so i say what i feel.
See I wanna bring back west coast hip hop to the fullest.
Never wanna stop.
We Got a hand full of LA Rappers that just don't flop.
So i name drop em so y'all can just cop.
We got Murs as the President,
Yea i fuck with Tyga hes sick, like a shit stain.
In LA i live that happy life,
but i fucks with Blu.
See i love hip hop so i Hustle like Nipsey.
I see with 20/20 vision but i got that Crooked I.
Don't forget about Cypress hill
Cause they know how to B-Real.
That's just a short list.
Y'all already know the legends.
Dre, Snoop,Pac, just taking it Easy E
Chillin with their Henni with them Ice Cubes
Got all the Peoples Dilated."

P.S. I might edit this and add a couple of bars.

Drake feat. Saukrates - The Search

2009-07-31T14:02:00.000-07:00

"I'm drink till i got the buzz that Drake got" Hit Leaked at the bottom to download the song.

Leaked!

Royce Da 5'9 kills it again

2009-07-29T08:17:00.000-07:00

Royce Da 5'9 is probably one of my favorite rappers right now. He's part of the group Slaughterhouse. I wanted to catch the group play at the Rock the Bells concert here in Cali but it looks like ill be going to Las Vegas instead.(im not gona lie, im not too sad about that) Royce is good from his word play, metaphors, and unique style. He also talks about the beef between Joe Budden and Method Man has been squashed. Good shit Wu-Tang's clearly in Hall of Fame Slaughterhouse is still trying to make it. Hopefully you like this.

Mr Hopeful

2009-07-28T10:30:00.000-07:00

Hahaha when i think of the title, i think of this one time i wanted this donut
and Marvin (obviously not me, my name is spelled Marvyn) called me mr hopeful
because it wasn't going to be made yet. OK random shit. Hope you like it.

"Have you every played cop
with the girl of your dreams,
when you just stick around and pursuit her,
but she always goes for lame dudes
and it kills your heart,
that's why you call her the shooter.
It hurts your heart , yeah it stings.
When you want to be her man.
She wears her heart on her sleeve
and you know you'll never fail her
I can be your tailor
See your vision is 20/20
But can never see the difference of fact or fiction
Saying to yourself that you'll give her your heart
and everything she wants .
She can even use the credit card
cause shes your fucking interest.
Now it gets to the point
when you have to put aside your feelings,
now you have to be a realist,
get your mind straight .
Most happy endings only
happen on the television."

My-Head-Trigger

2009-07-27T01:18:00.001-07:00

"My head trigger
Things that i see and hear are my Ammunition,
I pull the trigger with my lips,
my words are my bullets, i pull it.
Rapping is a satisfaction
whether you like it or not
its just like jackin it, off.
People reactin.
Damn why is he rappin?
They just dont know,
This shit is Ecstasy to me.
So if you ask me,
Im droppin.
Trust me, this is my own shit.
Im not coppin.
Laying off the copy and paste from other rappers.
Im not even trying to get big.
I just take my time with this shit.
My words are art,
Just wait while i paint this portrait.
If u hate, i dont give a fuck what you think
I'll never forfiet. "

Listen Ladies and Gents

2009-07-27T00:20:00.001-07:00

Some people go through this shit, maybe we can relate.

"Days so boring you don't know what i go through.
You can call me Mr Freeze, i got that cold hearted flow dude.
Tryin to look for special in my life, you?
Always fucking with the girls that don't want you,
But they always down for being friends, fuck you.
Dont get the wrong ideas, see im a gentlemen.
Im a nice dude.
But from my experience
some girls will mess with you head like a hypnotist.
You cant control yourself,
your like a kid with candy,
he eats till he gets his fix.
Now your infatuated, but you're stuck in the friend zone.
Since pussy is blinding it's like a mystery,
Then you play that role of steve who wonders.
Damn she doesn't want me and
when time passes on so does she.
She ends up being your friend
and that's the end.

First post

2009-07-26T23:58:00.001-07:00

So this is just a freestyle i guess. Nothing personal about anyone.

"I rap, so rappers can be inspired.
Cause rappers now a days spit crap
They spit the same shit , like milk, they just expire.
I'm flowing and im shitting on artists,
It's like i sat on hip hop and i sharted.
Hah i spit bars that are straight fire,
You can call me the devils son,
My name is Damion.
I just rap just for fun, but i make everyone sweat it.
I'm rapping on some new level shit,
elevated, like a spaceship.
Im spittin that sick shit,
if i was contagious,
I would be cancerous.
Like ice cream trucks, i got bars for days.
Im rapping like a beginner
But with rap i feel like a no quitter.
Im still trying to find my nitch.
So if you think my raps are weak.
Im just underrated, just think of that one story.
I play David, yall are Goliath.
You know how this story ends.
So if i ever drop. Buy it."

P.S Im probably never gona drop haha but i needed to end that.

My Head Trigger

2009-07-26T23:35:00.000-07:00

I love music, I love all types of music. For some reason, lately just for kicks i been writing poems/raps. I know i know im FILIPINO and I'm RAPPING. Haha. I even laugh at the fact that i doing this shit. But i feel good when i write this stuff. Its about anything, my life, weird stuff, crap, and who knows what i write about. I write Hard punchlines sometimes because i kinda grew up on battle rap like Eminems old shit, but im also on that drake shit so i write about girls too hah. All my matirial is real and creative, so if i say something thats dosent seem like me, and u call me out on it. im just creative. Maybe im talking about a story about someone else. I dont rap about guns, im not a gangster, and i dont get bitches but i got feelings for them hah. Tune in. You might like it. If u dont, dont hate. My head triggers these words so i just say what i say.