Something About Us Final Version

Final Version. hah and i just wanted to post something up on my blog. It's been a while

From the heart, then to the brain, and to the pen.

Oh hey yah pass me the blunt,
yah I won't lie imma let you know,
Need to get me high to get off these lows,
Take another shot just to let this flow,
Right now I'm Like drake cause I'll say I'm on one,
But most people only say that cause they don't end up with the right one,
Yah it ain't no fun cause when opportunity knocks on my door
I usually notice,
But mixed with bad luck and timing yes I tend to usually lose focus,
I can just say that I'm just a man and I don't understand.
cause I don't understand I didnt mean to mess up,
it wasn't part of the plan,
Have girls thinking that I'm messing with their feelings,
But if it was said, than you were that only girl that I was feeling.
Or maybe it was my feeling out process cause I usually play it safe,
But with love that won't get you nowhere if you stay at a slow pace,
See we started To talk and and it was something chill,
Started to get to know you and I was thinking it could be something real,
We both wanted to chill so I thought it was the perfect deal,
Then I guess you heard things about me that kinda made your feelings jaded,
You had a fake perspective about me and I thought your feelings faded,
I wanted to give you my heart,
But it seems we never had a good start,
But time passed and that kinda went over,
I should have got what I should have wanted but,
But it seemed you like we were never on the same page,
Cause if I show you something then atleast meet me half way,
Cause everones willing to work hard if they knew there was a pay,
Cause if you liked me back then I felt the same way,
Cause if you lost sleep yea I did too,
If you lost patience yeah I did too,
And if you were waiting I was too,
Yea all this was true.
And i know I'm too late, the best I can do us to clear theses feelings and hopefully my name.
No one left but me to really blame.
Again. (But you live and you learn)

The way you want to make a woman feel.

Another day and I'm just thinking bout your heart, mind, soul, and body,

I'm tryna get you alone but you're always Rollin with your possie,

I get nervous every time that I'm around you, I can't even be me,

Type of girl you bring home to ma, and tell her your in l-o-v-e,

I've had a crush on you for a whlie, my feelings are so serious,

I think about you when before I go to sleep, how about you? I am so curious.

But I play the game, so,I Ignore u when you want the attention,you get so furious,

Ironic cause I want to make you happy when you're sad,

Its Your heart I want it bad.

Your single living life, but you're human so you're looking for love,

Ain't you tired of them lonely nights,

Us. Togeather you know it feels so right,

Feels like every time Youre lookin at me,

I'm looking left And i look at you, you're looking right,

I'm that dude that will treat you right.

When you get home from work and had a stressful day

I'll wait for you at home, and make feel better it's the only way.

Your Body aches cause you been standing all day,

You wanna leave home but I tell you no way,

I tell you to stay and sip on some wine,

I stay behind yah massage yah

and tell you to relax and I'll take my time.

Kiss you on your neck tell you that you're lookin fine.

Wisper to yah and tell you you're beautiful,

Getting in the mood listening to trey songs

asking, aren't you're tired of the usual?

Now you finally let your guard down yup your feelings ain't refusing you.

I take off your shirt and both our hearts throbbing,

take my time and make you feel great, kisses on your body,

Take special care of you tonight, do a good job as if it's my hobby.

Then when were finished we can both rest like we're chillin in a lobby.

Then i think to myself is this a dream? yea probably.

I could of swore i wrote Drakes verse

Look, dress hanging off your shoulder, barely sober
telling me how you moving away and starting over
girl, quit playing you just drunk, you just saying sh-t
oh you dance, dance like how, like ballet and sh-t
oh, wait, no, I get it girl, I’m with it
I’ve been down this road before and yeah I skidded but forget it
damn, yeah, I wonder why I never why I learned my lesson
it’s feeling like the second chance and its the first impression
and I heard it’s nothing new except for someone new
but how you supposed to find the one when anyone will come with you
talking to myself but I never listen,
cuz man it’s been a while, and I swear that this ones different
that’s why I’mma take you anywhere you wanna go
let you meet my friends so they can lecture me again about
how reckless I have been
and I’m slowly running out of all the time that I invest in
making all the same mistakes
and I’m just trying to correct it and I fall.
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Some stuff you just have to get off your chest, even when those feelings are still there or not. Plus maybe people can relate who knows. ITS HIP HOP!

(Chorus)

Here I ago again thinking about the past

Thinking how long this bad memory will last

I wish I can put it behind me

but no matter what I do it just always seems to find me.

Regrets regrets

Regrets regrets

These regrets regrets.

(Verse 1)

In my life I got a couple goals to set

Live life fast and have no regrets

Sometimes when we’re living in the fast lane

You think you got a full tank and you end up stranded in place with no gasoline

Then you end up in a place you never been

I'm talking about a state in your life

Where you wished that you have never seen

I ain't perfect I'm a human being

I'm talking about how I lost one

My best friend I considered him my first one

I still remember how we used to kick it

I regret us losing a connection before you passed

I wish I would of swallowed my pride or threw in in the trash

cause still remember all the good times

Feels like it was just yesterday but you were taken in a flash

A part of me died with you when I heard about the crash.

I hate the fact we grew a part

But I was doing me and you were doing your own thing

We used to be close, like a rapper and his bling

In life sometimes we push away the closest people

In the afterlife I hope we can do it all again, sequel.

(Chorus)

Here I ago again thinking about the past

Thinking how long this bad memory will last

I wish I can put it behind me

but no matter what I do it just always seems to find me.

Regrets regrets

Regrets regrets

These regrets regrets

(Verse 2)

So I saw you the other day

It just sucks how I'm staring at you

and now you look the way.

I remember when I first met you

In a coffee shop, but u didn’t drink coffee

Not on a regular

You were real cool yea

Something special, but not irregular

Cause you balanced out

You were smart cute funny and lovely

All in that nice body all proportion

I would of named you my world

You were hot enough to melt the polar ice caps

Nick named you global warming.

yea we got closer and even tho I said I would never fall for you

It was too late my attention was all on you

Slippin you compliments telling that you looked real pretty

I knew that made you feel good, yeah you ate em up

But I promised I never lied once, I never made them up

See what sucked is you just got out of something serious

So i always pictured you and your ex would kiss and just make up

And knowing myself, that’s just my luck

So while I was figuring out a way to play it right

You thought I was playing games and u thought that wasn’t right

So I pushed you away, so what else can I say.

I'm still glad that we met.

I should have been more straight up,

And that’s just something I regret.

(Chorus)

Here I ago again thinking about the past

Thinking how long this bad memory will last

I wish I can put it behind me

but no matter what I do it just always seems to find me.

Regrets regrets

Regrets regrets

These regrets regrets

Late night thoughts

The pursuit to happiness:
Maybe I'm on my way to a better place,
Looking at the road.
Thinking maybe I should change my pace.
The world is full of competition
And I have to realize that it ain't a turtle race.
Got my head down cause I'm losing my faith
Cause It seems like every time I pray
Everything still seems to stay the same.
Yea we party like it’s no tomorrow
and I don’t mind being the life of the party
I just have to find the balance in me
Cause I tend to keep everyone happy, while I'm sad see.
Who knows what it is?
Maybe I just need a change of scenery.
Or maybe I just need you in my life.
Now I’m just talking to myself
“who am I playing I'm just kidding myself”
Because everyone needs somebody to touch, love
Who you can caress, get her wet, make you sweat
Turn the thing that we lay into a water bed.
I'm yearning but I haven’t found you yet.
No matter what it is I’m still on the pursuit to happiness.
I guess ill keep my goals in check
Work hard and just wait for the unexpected.

Jazmine

So if you know me, you know im a big fan of soul and hip hop. My favorite rapper right now j cole jumped in on A song by Jazmine Sullivan called "Need you bad" which is the bottom song. Now she put out another song yesterday with Nas "the firm" sample and a mix of old school beats and her soulful voice. Now i put a verse to it. I wonder what Jazmine thinks about my take.



I see you running in circles staying in the same place
You see nothing but the same pain
Switch it up a little,
but you beg to differ cause your scared it wont feel the same way.
I'm just looking as a spectator and it get worse everyday.
But you hold him down even tho sometimes he looks the other way.
They say misery loves company
but how does it feel to be with a clown, and be a girl he's just juggling?
You got no heart cause you left yourself open and you claimed saying that "he mugged me"
It's all good they'll be more brighter days.
I hope it gets better, but if not there's the door. but that's your fate
You're popping bottles but you have no emotion to celebrate
its so much easier when we drink away the pain.
Look me in the eyes tell me you're really happy.
If he can't hold you down, there's a million other guys that will happily
(I'm not finished with it and i hope to record it one day or soon)

Need You Bad Jaz and Cole